* DAKOTA "dd" DOLL!

. . . also known as the amazing DD THE JESTER!“ some children are simply born with tragedy in their blood. „

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Family

Dakota doesn't want to think about or explain their family anymore. All it really brings them is pain.Dakota wants to see her mother again, they want to join her up in the stars. Dakota wants to see their younger brother again, they want to join him up in the stars. Dakota wants their father to leave them alone.Their brothers act as the anchors keeping them chained down to Earth, preventing them from joining them up in the stars.they want their uncle.

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Description

A teenager with a german accent who initially spoke in Shakespearean English. They appeared out of nowhere, joining the OOW and KOU.They're surprisingly strong and durable for an unhealthy child, but that is most likely due to genetics.A burden in the Kingdom of Undercrab and a burden in the Order of the Old World.

history

Dakota is a terrible child who tenses up when asked about where they came from.The best you'll get from them nowadays is that they're a german "orphan" who joined the two factions because they found friends there.They don't want to talk about their family. They don't want to talk about themself.

Mental State

Dakota is a terrible, terrible child who only hurts those that they're around. Dakota tries to help, tries to be useful, but they never will be. A disgraceful, useless, horrible child. They know what they should do, they know what they must do.It's their fault. They know it's their fault. They couldn't save their brother, they shot Luis--they're the reason Luis almost died. Everything they've done up until now was all for vain.A bad child who can't listen. A bad, bad child. And yet, the coward in them can't stop being bad and just do what must be done.They cling to their brothers, who act as the anchors keeping them tied down to the Earth. In turn, they act as an anchor for them somewhat. A rusty one, at that.You should never love an anchor.

Die Katze ist verletzlich. Sehr, sehr verletzlich. Darüber hinaus sind sie instabil. Ein Knopfdruck kann viele Ergebnisse bewirken.Möchten Sie diese Ergebnisse testen?Ich zerstöre mich von innen heraus.

Health

⋆★ anemia due to blood loss.⋆★ malnutrition.⋆★ symptoms of a possible eating disorder.⋆★ multiple healed bullet wounds.⋆★ symptoms of a possible mental disorder.⋆★ left thigh scar, from an axe injury.⋆★ an odd bump on their left thigh, causing them discomfort.⋆★ four bullet wounds in their back.⋆★ a shredded left hand, from four rifle rounds.⋆★ signs of sleep deprivation.⋆★ circular burn scars, all from different points in time, in various spots on their arms and legs. these are purposefully covered by their clothing. Ich sehne mich danach, etwas zu fühlen. Ich sehne mich danach, Schmerz zu empfinden.⋆★ two gunshot wounds to the left shoulder.⋆★ two fresh circular burns on their wrist and forearm.

luis of the order :

It's their fault. Truly, they know it is. It hurts somewhat, to know that speculation had come to fruition.Sometimes, especially now, they wish you had killed them during that tea party. Honestly, they would have let you. They were letting you, but the others had stepped in.In an attempt to take their own life, they had almost taken yours. They hurt the person who cared. They're sorry, so so sorry. Tell Kots you hate them. Tell me you hate me. Please tell me you hate me.Just let me die.

Ich werde genauso wie mein Vater, nicht wahr? Es tut mir so leid.

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Odin :

Dakota disliked Odin. He's blunt and punched them in the face, knocking them out. But Dakota isn't disrespectful. He was still a valued part of the OOW and they will mourn his death.

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Baronet Mordred :

Met the same fate that Dakota did, that day before Christmas Eve. They're sorry. They're so, so, so sorry.They feel it's their fault. They shouldn't have even been there in the first place.

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Squire Solana :

Dakota thinks her very nice, and that they look a lot alike. They note how close she seems to be getting to Paladin.They don't know her past, whatever she's previously done, Dakota wouldn't really care anyway. Dakota's hidden secrets from the others too, they continue to hide secrets, so why would Dakota hate her for keeping her secrets?

“ ... please, don't hate me too because of this. „

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Page Drifter :

Even just the smallest things, it reminds them of him. you remind them of him. but you're better, right?with that pinky promise in place, they feel much, much better! of course, you break that pinky promise and they will break your pinky.

“ ha! made you promise! „

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Priest Vaughn Fred :

Sometimes, they blur the lines between you and her. They don't really realize it either. They don't remember what had happened that night, when they called you their mother.but you played into it. I wonder why is that?

“ ... you remembered my favourite song. „ :)

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Paladin Leinsel :

Leinsel diverted Dakota's expectations of him. He's more laidback, he's more chill, he cares more about his legionnares than they'd expect.Throughout their time in the order, they've come to respect Leinsel greatly, to the point of idolizing him. They want to inherit many of Leinsel's qualities, they wish to have some of his qualities.

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Squire Seraphina :

Dakota thinks Seraphina is pretty, but is.. irked by her bear, Neo. She finds Seraphina nice though, and wonders if her aggressive nature towards Adeline and vice versa is normal sister behaviour.

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Baronet Ursa :

Dakota is too much of a coward to be just like Ursa.They didn't realize he was there. They wanted to see what was going on--especially when Arturo ran forth. They'd do everything with Arturo. It's their fault, really. Dakota was told to stay behind, they know it's their fault. They're so, so sorry. Both for disobeying and worrying you.they cling to those who tell them the truth.

I’ll eat ‘em all, the thoughts of anyone I’ll ever meet
Just to make them happy
Wondering why I’m a burden, or so it seems
Aren’t I everything?

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Recruit Leovardus :

Please let me go. I want to join my brother up in the stars. Please, let go of my wrist.Singing to them in German was soothing, very much so. It reminds them of their mother singing to them to calm them down.

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Page Maximillian :

“ max'uh... max'uh'mill'ahn! cool name! „Dakota doesn't have much of an opinion yet on him. They think he's interesting though with his silly text-to-speech radio.“ sorries for breaking your finger! „

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Baronet Emilian :

They're still very hesitant, about how they feel about emilian. They're still a bit mad at him, they've been thinking about it for such a long time--it's stuck in their mind, but..

“ thank y'for apologizin'. „

it means alot, just to be told a sorry. they don't get genuine apologies very much, and much less apologies at all.there's something about you, that feels familiar, like how they feel with drifter.

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Princess Blue Sparkle :

The jester fully expects things to go poorly when the princess finds out what they had done.In full honesty, they fully embrace whatever fate waits for them in the hands of the princess. They want her to tell them to their face that she hates them. They're anticipating it.The traveling jester fool will be punished for their treason.

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Bannerboy :

Dakota definitely finds the Bannerman peculiar. Their mannerisms strike Dakota as quite confusing yet entertaining to watch and interact with nonetheless. they haven't interacted enough with them enough to form a solid opinion yet, but still consider them a friend.

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Coly The Thief :

Just like with the Werewolf, the jester isn't sure they can face the thief.You're such a nice woman, miss Hazel. You shouldn't be around monsters like me.

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Rembrant The Grand :

Dakota thinks Rembrant is weird and odd. They have a mild dislike for him, considering how badly he fucked up with that stunt he pulled.

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Rudy The Werewolf :

The jester doesn't know whether or not they could face the werewolf again. Out of guilt, maybe. Or maybe they don't want to show what they've become to him.Though there's no physical change, there was definitely a mental one. The jester feels like they've become a monster. Please don't look at them differently. Or do, but please don't look at them.

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Don The Mage :

... he's dead.They thought they'd feel guilty, seeing him die right in front of them. But they feel.. numb.they feel no remorse for him. As messed up as it is, they believe he deserved it.

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John Oncler :

They still feel a bit of gratitude about the tea party, but other than that, they don't have much opinion on Oncler. Dakota's gotten over the "insulting language" thing, and mostly makes fun of Oncler as somewhat friendly banter.

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Terry :

dakota knows what they are, they know what they truly are.a child of filth. just a piece of trash.their stomach twists and turns just being near that place.they wish that you had just killed them initially.

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Élodie Duboise :

Dakota sees similarities of Luna in Elodie. They worry a bit about her considering how many times she's fallen and failed to climb ropes. They enjoy her presence, and enjoyed going on a looting run with her.

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Tyr :

dakota is indebted to tyr. he pretty much saved their life, and came to immediate aid, helping both them and luis. they didn't think much of him originally, just knowing him as odin's son, but after this? dakota definitely owes him.

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♤ :

They haven't seen him in a while, since he was hit with a cannonball.they hope it stays that way.

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Dante Rossi :

dakota couldn't help but notice how he softened up when speaking to them. of course, it's not bad, they just took note of it. he was really nice to them, giving them a shield twice during the boss fight.

“ i haven't seen you in a while. i hope you're doing okay! „

so who's gonna tell him?

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Chloe Sandmoaf :

They don't care much for the child, in complete honesty, though that may seem mean. but, she's Arturo's friend and he seems really happy around her. A friend is his is a friend of their's.

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XXXXXXXXX XXX? :

“ yes, i'm sure he's my brother. arty is my brother. „

his pressing about being sure Arturo was their brother--it was suspicious to them. although, I guess it's their fault for not listening correctly, isn't it?what he said felt like an insult to both them and their mother. yet ...you're telling them the truth, and that's what matters, right?... it's just more fuel to the fire, making them believe Arturo is truly their sibling.they ate the food for you, they did it for you. they had to fight to keep it down, though.
puke it all up.

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Mama's Boy :

“ Sind Sie wegen mir zurückgekommen? „Mutter ist eine untreue Frau.

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alaska :

Dakota's trusty companion!

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Napalm :

... Dakota had waited for something to show up, for someone to care. And then, you came. Dakota would have jumped off that ledge if you weren't there to anchor them.You called arturo your brother. That would make you Dakota's brother too. Thinking about it, Dakota was content with that. They were quick to accept it, to call you their family.They blend you two together because they need their younger brother. Maybe they're replacing Arturo--they don't want to think of it that way but.. they're that terrible of a person that they might just be.just like they were their mother's star, you are their star. both you and arty.

Ich habe Angst, dich zu enttäuschen, ich möchte nicht noch einmal versagen. Aber gleichzeitig möchte ich. Denn wenn ich dich im Stich lasse, wirst du dich nicht mehr um mich kümmern und ich werde kein schlechtes Gewissen haben, wenn ich zu den Sternen aufbreche.Die feige Katze und der Cyborg, der sie verankert.

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SlamStick :

They don't want to see you ever again.Funny how, because of how insistent they are on avoiding you, they're actively hurting themself. that bump in their thigh feels weird, doesn't it?Your genetic waste. The filth that needs to be cleaned.They might even clean themself off this earth if they have to.Unfortunately, they've run out of options. Not being able to ask Luis, Vaughn not being able to do it solo, and the GLA would ask too many questions. They don't want to be seen by either the Order or the Kingdom anyway.I think it's time Dakota stayed at their tent for a few days.

Ich werde ein Monster wie du. Bist du glücklich, Vater?

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Arturo Albero :

They don't think they'll ever be okay.You had been their sole reason to live, why they had continued going. So many times-- they wanted to just leave, to just die. But-- it was you. It was always you that made them want to stay. their little brother. their one true family.They said that they'd do everything with you, as if it was a promise. They still intend to keep that promise. You went, no matter how much they begged, you went and abandoned them. They tried to join you.Napalm has brought them a bit of reprieve. Despite your clear differences, they blur you and him together sometimes. But, something is always and will always be missing. And it's you. It's your personality, your actual appearance. You're missing from their life.They need both of their brothers to keep them anchored. Sie werden ihre beiden Brüder bekommen, aber wäre das eine sehr gute Sache?If being nice brought them this, they don't want to be nice. They're not nice. They never have been. They'll never stop thinking it was their fault, no matter the fact you said it wasn't before you brought a gun to your head right in front of them.

Dein Tod hat ihr Schicksal beschleunigt. Es ist nicht deine Schuld.

goodbye, arty.
to me, you are so much more than stars.

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- dakota has a daily workout routine, mostly just for their own health.

- they're also surprisingly flexible

- dakota sometimes writes poems!

- they also write with a quill and specifically blue ink

- almost nothing scares them, it'll take a lot to give them a spook.

- to keep themself entertained, living alone for 10 years, they tended to learn a lot of random stuff to pass the time.

- following that up, they're actually very crafty. they made their rollerskates themself out of the only pair of boots they owned (at the time) and a bunch of scraps.

- in their original design, they wore headphones because they have sensitive hearing--more sensitive than others.

- dakota speaks at a lower volume than most people do because of their sensitive hearing. they don't realize they do this.

- they dislike being in crowded places due to their heightened senses. they can hear almost every small thing, and it bothers them.

- adding onto them learning random stuff, they can make flower crowns, write in cat font, cook (and can cook well), and sew.

- they can see really well in the dark. their eyes even "glow" like the eyes of a cat.

- all of their senses are heightened, not just sight and hearing.

- they're more tolerant to extreme temperatures than others.

- they wear an "evil eye charm" necklace and don't seem to ever take it off.

- if dakota was an animal, they'd be a black cat!
“ bad luck. „

- you'd think their favourite colour is red, but it is actually this shade of blue!
“ it reminds me of you. „

- they've originally not liked talking about their past, but they've become more open to talking about it recently.

- dakota didn't speak until they turned five years old.

- the downside of their heightened senses are that they get overloaded easily, causing them to get overstimulated easily.

- morse code is one of the many random things they learned with their endless free time, they can translate it pretty effortlessly

- dakota doesn't like a lot of food because of the texture of it. this also goes for things such as materials. they hate velvet fabric because of this.

- they have a clear soft spot for children that are younger than them, but that doesn't mean dakota will automatically like them. they aren't past doing some things.

- dakota always prioritizes the safety and well-being of others before themself, letting them get treated first or get the food first and such.

- they don't like feeling useless. let them be useful.

- dakota tends to carry around items that remind them of the people they've lost. they're never seen parting with those items and would get extremely upset if they were.

- dakota doesn't like crying in front of others. it makes them feel weak.

- dakota's dyed hair was originally black, but it faded into more of a blue.

- their blood type is O-, meaning that they are the universal blood donor.

- not being taught how to talk properly, they used to talk weirdly until they were harrassed into beating that way of speaking out of themself. there are still some traces of this, though.

- dakota doesn't like trying new food after eating canned beans and soup for most of their life.

- they inherit more from their father than just physical traits :)

- dakota is incredibly desensitized to things such as corpses and gore.
morbidly enough, they sometimes find these things as a source of entertainment.

- despite their idea of their father improving, they still hate being compared to him. they acknowledge how similar they look to him, but they hate it. that's why they've tried to alter their appearance so many times.

- dakota constantly wears a hat. this is because their roots are growing in, seeing as they haven't dyed their hair in a bit.
they don't like their natural hair.

- they sometimes tend to shut down under pressure unless they are forced to act.

Custom Card Deck :

Dakota’s card deck. All cards have cats on them. They’ve owned it for a while now. The Ace of Diamonds has a bookmark tab on it, which they use to remove it from the deck. Wonder why.

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Wallet w/ about 1998 ND :

A red wallet in Dakota’s bag. It looks surprisingly nice. It also contains a concerning amount of money.BUy their love and trust with money, it's not going to work. It's only going to push them away in the end. It's funny how they do the same thing, though.

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“ i've had these for forever. „

Pack of Cigarettes :

As the days go by, more and more cigarettes become missing from the pack. Originally, they smoked to relieve the gut-wrenching feeling of missing their mother. Then, it was because Arturo had gotten fatally injured.Now, it's because he had left them like their mother had. Burns line their skin, holding meaning like the stars--directing their unbearable inner pain to the surface when they miss the two dearly.

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thermos water bottle :

A thermos of water. It is still full and hasn’t been refilled in a while—to the point that the water inside is no longer cold.I don't know why I carry this around anymore. I don't deserve to drink water that others deserve.

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Revolver Ammo :

With the addition of their fancy new revolver holstered on their belt, they now bring around revolver ammo.One of these bullets had entered you when it was intended to enter me. Why did you have to try and stop me? You should have just let me die with my brother.

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headphones :

Due to their sensitive hearing, they carry around black headphones in case it ever becomes too much. They’re decorated with stickers.Sometimes I crave the pain it brings to my ears hearing others yell. I don't deserve to hear, anyways. Perfectly good senses that should have gone to one of my brothers instead.

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Lemon Soap :

Lemon-scented soap. Similarly to the perfume, it smells as if they used both natural lemon scent and artificial lemon scent.

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A bag of candy :

Dakota has started carrying a bag of various candies around. Mostly to give to others, but they eat some of it themself too.

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Vaughn Fred's Cloth :

They tend to use this more on others than they do themself, like most of their belongings. THey've always wanted to lift others up, not just themself, and they used this cloth as a way to help with that.... They might return this cloth to Vaughn. They don't deserve it, they never did.

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Dakota's Revolver :

A revolver custom-made for Dakota, gifted to them by their father. It's a pink revolver with fancy engravings. To others, it's an atrocity. To them, it's the nicest thing they own--in two ways.They wish they had successfully shot themself with this revolver. Again, they question why Luis had to interfere. He wouldn't be hurt if he didn't, and this burden wouldn't be causing bad luck to others.

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15 prop revolvers :

They stole these from a necromancer during a LARP. All of them are loaded with hearing-safe modified blanks (hearing safe for others, not for them).

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Carving Knife :

A carving knife with their initials on it, given to them as a Christmas gift. They cherish it as a reminder of their late brother.They've swapped out their switchblade for this knife.

Ich möchte die Klinge über meine Haut ziehen und hineindrücken, um das Blut herauszuziehen, das ich nicht verdiene. Es hatte einen viel besseren Nutzen in dir. Ich glaube, ich würde deinen Stern in dem Blut sehen, das ich zeichne.

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Locked Leather JOurnal :

A fancy leather journal with a lock. Dakota can often be seen writing in this journal, unlocking it with a key. It makes you wonder what they have written inside.This journal holds the feelings they've buried deep down, all the pain and anguish they've felt in their memories. Never to be viewed by public eyes. They're scared what others would think seeing it.

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Jester Outfit :

A set of red and black jester clothing that Dakota bought on impulse. The costume doesn’t provide much warmth, but that doesn’t seem to bother them. They seem to have accidentally splattered blue paint all over the outfit, though. The costume has really just been collecting dust.The jester can't bear to face the kingdom. They're simply a burden to it. They can't help how terrible they are. They can't help the Kingdom, they can't help the Order. They can't even help themself.Leeching off others for their own personal gain.

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Painted Lighter :

A small, standard lighter that was painted over, presumably by Dakota. It’s of Van Gogh’s Starry Night.Sometimes, they're tempted to just skip the cigarette entirely. Flick on the lighter and hold their fingertips over the flame. They've set their hair on fire once, honestly. It just went out too quickly.

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first aid kit :

Something they only started carrying around after luis was shot. proved to come in handy. they refill it as regularly as they can, so they can continue being useful.... They failed in such a simple task anyway, to be useful. What's the point in carrying this around anymore? I'm not a medic. I never will be. Not like Vaughn is, not like Arturo was, not like Luis is. I'm nothing compared to them.

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Old Camera :

A pristine old camera that Dakota found while scavenging with the Elodie. They gave the other one they had to their little brother.They wonder if he still has it, just sitting amongst his belongings that he won't be able to use anymore. They would have taken many more pictures of you if they knew you'd leave them so soon.

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fluffy blanket :

A fluffy blue blanket. They don’t use it much themself, as it's meant more for other’s use.In all honesty, they got it in this colour because it reminded them of the princess. It was never intended for their own use. Just like fate decided Dakota was never intended for the Kingdom.Destiny tells a cruel tale.

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deodorant :

Roll on deodorant, because Dakota stays clean.

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Lemon Perfume :

A lemon-scented perfume. It smells as if they used both a natural lemon scent and an artificial lemon scent. You recognize this as the scent Dakota always wears.They've begun to spray an overwhelming amount on themself to overwhelm their own senses.

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Drug Stash:

Multiple drugs found during looting runs, mainly shrooms. They don't use these, but they still keep them for some reason. Some of these are definitely expired, too. . .They don't use them, and they don't bring the stash everywhere with them. The reason why they keep these is unknown.They've been eyeing the expired ones recently.

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mp3 Player :

A red MP3 player in a small, embroidered drawstring bag. There are various stickers on the back, as well as a piece of tape reading “property of dakota!” in cursive and blue ink. playlist linked in extras!Listening to music no longer brings them the joy it used to bring them. It doesn't soothe them as much as hearing notes sung straight from someone's mouth.

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ursa's gummy bears :

The gummy bears that Ursa had clipped to her belt, which she gave to Dakota. Despite being given these a while ago, they haven't finished them. They're simply clipped to their belt.

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Crochet Salamander :

A small crochet salamander, with an orange and black color scheme. They made this for Napalm as a birthday gift, but it was given back to them as a sign he'll always be there for them.

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y'ello! i'm the roleplayer behind dakota. here's some stuff about me!

there's more info on my personal carrd! (gonna be reworked but have it for now)